January 8, 2009

  • I'm very sad today :(

    So Willie's leaving. He's going to his mothers in California. He's helping his mom fix up her house so she can sell it. He's leaving on Saturday. We don't know how long he's going to be gone. Maybe a month or two. I'm so sad and depressed. I don't want him to go but I know he needs to. I'll probably be doing more XTV's, posting and commenting to keep myself busy. Ugh, this sucks! I hate long distance relationships.

    If you don't know who Willie is CLICK HERE

    xoxo, Snippie

  • Testing! Testing! How smart are you?

    There is a very, very tall coconut tree and there are 4 animals, 
     
    a Lion, a Chimpanzee, a Giraffe, and a Squirrel, who pass by.
     
    They decide to compete to see who is the fastest to get a banana off the tree. 
     
    Who do you guess will win? 
     
    Your answer will reflect your personality. 
     
    Got your answer? 
     
    Now scroll down to see the analysis. 

     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     

     

     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
    If your answer is
     

     

    Lion = you're dull. 
    Chimpanzee = you're a moron.
    Giraffe = you're a complete idiot. 
    Squirrel = you're just hopelessly stupid.
     
     
     
     
     
    A COCONUT TREE DOESN'T HAVE BANANAS.
     

    Obviously you're stressed and overworked. You should take some time off and relax! 
    Try again next year.
     
     
     

January 6, 2009

  • No More United States????


    Implanted chips? Are we doomed?

  • UPDATE- The year I finally knew what love was

    I'm looking back at 2008. I'm thinking about how lucky I am. I've never looked back at a year and been so satisfied before. Usually I just hope the next year will be better. But 2008 was the best year I've ever had so how can ask for more? I can't. Someone came into my life that has changed me forever. Changed my outlook on life. Changed how I view love. I've never been such an optimistic person.

    This man that's now in my life was my very first boyfriend. My first love. We were together when we were 12. I was crazy about him then. I even carved his initials into my arm. I was a messed up child but I've explained some of that in my other post about my father. Of course things didn't last. We grew up living different lives with different friends. I ended up moving to North Carolina when I was 15.

    Fast forward 16 years. Still living in NC. Jan 1st of 2008. My 2nd husband has just left me. Says he can't handle it. It takes me 2 weeks to get over him. I had tried breaking it off with him 3 times before but he kept convincing me to give him another chance. So I did. Stupidly.

    So 2 weeks later after New Years Day I get a Myspace message from my very first boyfriend. Asking how I am. I tell him about how my husband just left me but I'm fine cause I didn't want to be with him either. We send messages back and forth all day. Then I give him my number so we can talk more. He calls. It's like we've been friends all this time. We have the same sense of humor. We make each other laugh. We talk every single day now. Feelings start to emerge again. But he lives in California. In the same city we grew up in. We decide, because these feelings keep growing, for him to fly out here and see if there's anything to this.

    He fly's out in  mid February. It turns out the feelings are more intense than we could ever imagine. Nothing like we've ever felt before. It's like we've been together forever. Finishing each others sentences. Understanding the warped sense of humor we have. It's amazing!

    So he never left. He's been here ever since. The relationship has been amazing the whole time. I'm completely and totally in love with this man who was my first love. I still have initials carved in my arm. It's like we had to go through all these difficult relationships to end up together at the right time in our lives.

    Even if it doesnt last. I will forever remember 2008 as the best year of my life. The year I finally knew what love was.

    UPDATE
    I just wanted to say thank you to everyone for all the lovely comments I received. I'm sorry I couldn't respond to everyone. It was a little overwhelming. So thank you thank you thank you :)

  • Nasty People

    My first day back to work was good. It was nice to get up at a normal hour and get out of the house. So It's been super busy and super hectic. The only thing that I didn't miss are the crabby people. Why do people automatically assume, when they call you, you're going to be a bitch to them. It's so uncool. I am the sweetest person when people call my office and there are these regular people who call in and are just so nasty! I try and stay sweet and calm but it's really hard when they are the same way every single time you talk to them.

    One of these days I'm gonna lose it and just go off, I know it. And I won't be sorry! I'll just blog about it.

    Do you ever deal with nasty people at work? How do you handle them?

January 4, 2009

  • Vacation time is over :(

    So I haven't been at work since the 23rd of December. I didn't go anywhere or plan anything. I stayed home, watched tv/movies, played on Xanga and slept in every day. It was the best vacation. I cleaned the house really well, which felt great. The boys were starting to drive me crazy towards the end but it was still nice being that stay at home mom which I never get to do.

    Even though my vacation was great I can't wait to get back to work. I miss getting up and being productive at my job. I know that sounds strange but I do. I miss work.

    So thank you to everyone who entertained me on my vacation. Thank you to those who joined me on New Years while I was on XTV. Thank you to those who talked to me on AIM and kept those long hours fun.

    You were the best part of my vacation Xanga.

    , Snippie

January 3, 2009

January 1, 2009