I should be happy. I should be satisfied. Why do I feel so empty inside right now? Why do I feel like nothing I say or do matters? I take my meds so I don’t feel depressed but is the depression seeping through? Is it finding it’s way around the medication and taking over? Anger is finding it’s way back to me. He’s coming out in little ways telling me I should feel him. Use him. Be him. Embrace him. Don’t be nice anymore Becca. Be the bitch you know you are. Don’t be nice to those that walk over you. Tell them what you really feel. Don’t let your family make you feel bad. Tell them what you really think. Don’t avoid conflict. Take it by the horns and fight with it. Make it yours. Tear it up. Rip it to shreds and then feel the pain. Feel the pain of hate and love.
The new me that was so happy and nice is slipping away. I need to protect myself. I can’t protect myself that other way. The walls need to go back up. They need to be sturdy and strong. No one can break me down. Not even me.

He finally came down a couple hours later.

QUESTION:
Male. 28 years old.
 
I think i’m alergic to condoms!!!
 
Hey Snippie… I dare you to answer this one with “Talk to her about it”.
 
I seem to have trouble keeping an erection once I put a condom on. And i’m not really sure why.
 
I’ve wondered if maybe it’s the latex, or maybe the lube. However, i’m using the same brand that i’ve used for years. “Trojan Enz”.
 
Now all of a sudden, it seems like as soon as I put one on, I can’t keep it up no matter what I try. Whereas without a condom, I have absolutely NO erectile disfunctions.
 
It seems like only in the past year that i’ve noticed this. (oddly enough it was the same time frame I noticed I had developed an allergy to shrimp which never existed before either.) My last relationship it wasn’t a big deal because she was on the pill.
 
However, I don’t want to rely on that because I know not every woman is on the pill.
 
I don’t have any problems using condoms, so i’m pretty sure it’s not a MENTAL issue.
 
I’ve thought about trying NON-Lubricated Sheepskin or other non-latex condoms… but I live in the middle of freakin’ nowhere. That kind of thing can be hard to find. (and I still have trust issues with internet)
 
Any theories as to what’s causing this one?
 
I actually worry more for the woman’s sake, because i’ve had two partners experience this issue and BOTH of them just will not accept the idea that it’s the condom. It becomes a “You don’t find me attractive” issue to her, and that’s totally not it.

ANSWER:
I think what’s happening is that the condom is cutting off your circulation at the base of the penis. I don’t think you’re allergic at all. If you were allergic you would be feeling itchy or get a rash. But this is just not being able to keep yourself hard.
Try these condoms Durex Condoms.   Durex has developed ‘easy-on’ condoms, which makes them easier to put on and more comfortable to wear.

So I think Dear Snippie is dying a slow and painful death. I’ve answered all the questions I can answer when it comes to sex. I’m not saying I won’t do it anymore but I will only do it when I get a really great question. No more so-so’s. I don’t want to kick a dead horse. It’s just not nice. Or Lady like.

So it’s not over, I just won’t be posting them everyday. I’ll post them just when I get good questions. Sound good? Too bad if it doesn’t cause that’s what I’m doin anyway!

BTW, Props to my favorite Gay. DAVE! That fucking rocked man!

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